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American Gigolo

Michael - Gigolo

If you are a woman that has fantasized about being with a man other than your lover (while he watches, participates, or in private) my American Gigolo and Cuckold series are for you. Maybe you are a man that fantasizes about watching your wife/girlfriend with another man? If so, you will also enjoy these series. The American Gigolo series is focused on my time as a “Select Male” (also known as Alpha Male or Bull) called upon by women in times of need. This is how it began…

Hi Michael, I’ve been fantasizing about something and need you to satisfy my curiosity. Have you ever measured your cock? Length and circumference? As you know, Roman has a fantasy of watching me with another man and I am considering the possibility if you would be interested. So…think about it.  Just a few thoughts and fantasies….

Take care and stay warm! Jenna

Jenna and Roman are a beautiful, highly-educated couple. In 2004, they were both in their late twenties and newlyweds setting out on a naughty adventure that included some exhibitionism and exploring his fantasy of watching her with another man. When I first met them, Jenna wasn’t quite ready to take this large step in their sexual relationship. She loved Roman and being with another man while he watched was a weighty decision. She worried about the consequences.

What if it wasn’t as exciting for Roman as he imagined and damaged their relationship?  Once done, there was no going back and pretending like it didn’t happen. While the idea of being with another man excited her, she was truly doing it to please him and spice up their sex life. It would become part of their history and experience together, and she needed to be sure.

As for me, this was my first time being courted by a couple for this type of service. Despite my lack of “practical” experience in this situation, I was well versed in the dynamics and erotic layers of the cuckold fantasy they wanted to experience. I understood what my new “friends” wanted and…I know my way around a woman’s body. I was confident I could give her and him exactly what they needed.

My first awareness of this sexual fantasy/fetish came as boy when I saw the movie, American Gigolo. One scene in particular resides in my thoughts still today as a blurred memory. It seems like it was near the beginning of the movie where the gigolo (played by Richard Gere) is fucking a woman. The camera pans in the scene and reveals another man sitting in a chair watching the scene unfolding before his eyes. The other man is this woman’s husband.

As a kid, I wondered about the man in the chair and the pain he must be feeling seeing his wife being taken by another man. I could see though at he was also enjoying it. I could sense his emotional and sexual connection to the moment. I imagined the gigolo’s pleasure too but sensed the superficiality and lack of emotional connection in his experience. Despite that, I sort of idolized the level of sexuality he had attained. He was fit, stylish and had an awesome car and seemed to be “living the dream”.

I don’t think it is a stretch to suggest many teenage boys harbor similar fantasies of being in high demand for sex. It seems we exhaust ourselves chasing the girls. What would it be like to have women and couples pursuing me for sexual pleasure?  I was just a boy having these thoughts. What would I need to do to find myself in such a position?  What form would I need to take as a man?

I knew early on this potential evolution would only be a facade. My inner spirit was gentle, kind, and sensual. I once failed a science project which required an insect collection because I couldn’t bring myself to kill the insects I needed for my collection which included a butterfly. Butterflies have always seemed magical and stir my soul. Like a butterfly, I too would morph but my metamorphosis would be a mask. The gentle, adoring boy would always be my true self.

Time passes and I spread my wings.

After my initial contact with Jenna and Roman, we stayed in contact and shared some erotic stories around what it might be like for the three of us. Then, Jenna sent me the email I opened this story with:

Hi Michael, I’ve been fantasizing about something and need you to satisfy my curiosity. Have you ever measured your cock? Length and circumference? As you know, Roman has a fantasy of watching me with another man and I am considering the possibility if you would be interested. So…think about it. Just a few thoughts and fantasies…. – Jenna

I was humbled to receive this email. I knew this was a big step for them as a couple and for her personally. I also felt honored that they had chosen me to be their “select” male. As I mentioned earlier, she was a twenty-something blonde bombshell and her options for men to fulfill this request were endless. It seems I had finally attained that vague status of sexuality I had envisioned all those years before. In doing so I had become a high-end, fuck toy. I’m sure they enjoyed my company and personality but she wasn’t looking for a boyfriend. She was looking for a man to fuck her in front of her husband. Nothing more.

I am fascinated and turned on by cuckolding as a form of sexual play and wanted to have this experience. I wanted to know how it felt like to be this man…and to see what it was like for the cuckold couple. It was intriguing to have this gorgeous woman asking me for my cock measurements. I wonder how many woman think about this in general and, more specifically, during cuckold sexual play with the desire for “more”? Maybe cock size is something most sexual women think about and it felt liberating for her to come out and say it? Or, was this something she wrote just to turn Roman on? If a man has a cuckold fantasy, it is definitely a turn on to have his lover reaching out to another man…even more so to be asking about his cock size. Jenna and I messaged back and forth and she shared this:

Michael, as far as your questions go…I guess to be honest I have always enjoyed the fantasy of being with another man while Roman watches or joins in but I have been hesitant to fulfill it and it isn’t something I want to do regularly. However, this is Roman’s biggest fantasy and I feel that I’m ready to fulfill it with the right person. Even though we haven’t seen you in a while, we really felt like we connected with you and I have fantasized about your cock since then. – Jenna

Whew, who hears these type of things? It was crazy to have another man’s wife admitting that she has been fantasizing about my cock. It is worth highlighting a subtle point here.  Jenna is fantasizing about my cock, not me. She is making a distinction I suppose that protects her emotional boundary with her husband. I represent sexual pleasure to her, not love or affection. Every couple has their boundaries, at least they should.

I sent her my measurements and accepted her offer. I will continue this true story in an upcoming post titled American Gigolo: Rise.

 

 

 

24 comments on “American Gigolo

  1. Selina
    December 29, 2017

    Ok ANDDDDDDD? Are you really going to leave me hanging?

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    • Michael
      December 29, 2017

      Haha, definitely won’t leave you hanging! I’ll move it up my list…I’ve been sort of mapping out my early posts to set a framework. Thanks for helping me with the access issue too…sort of a bummer when you open a blog and no one can access it, ha!

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  2. Rebecca
    December 29, 2017

    What a sexy wonderful post! I find most of the men I have talked to are wary of mfm threesomes even more so of cuckolding! Sad!
    I enjoy the fantasy!

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    • Michael
      December 29, 2017

      Whew, a woman that enjoys the cuckold fantasy is always sexy! It can be such an intense “mind fuck” as well. I definitely have a lot to share on this fantasy…personal experiences and more general discussions. The MFM doesn’t bother me. I savor the moments where a woman fully embraces her sexuality and fantasies…excited to be part of her journey and awakening.

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      • Rebecca
        December 29, 2017

        I love the sexiness and intimacy of mfm, it can be nasty and yet there can be such a bond. I find it funny how most people can’t understand that. You’re trusting two people with your body. At least I am 😊

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  3. Carly
    December 29, 2017

    Good grief, I’m holding my breath for those numbers and now headed to part two…if I get too light headed you’re in trouble!

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    • Michael
      December 29, 2017

      Carly, do you have any idea how hot it is for me to imagine you wondering about the size of my cock? Just the thought has me fully maximizing the length right now. I do have a photo laid out across a ruler that will probably surface in a post one day… Such a naughty girl and I love it! 🙂😘

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      • Carly
        December 29, 2017

        You better not be teasing me, or I know exactly how I’ll use that ruler.😏

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        • Michael
          December 29, 2017

          Ouch! Well, I have been naughty 😃😘

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  4. Carly
    December 29, 2017

    VERY!

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  5. Ms. Embrace All of Me
    January 2, 2018

    Wow!! Way to explore on this topic. Im sure others are as curious as I’am on the subject
    I fantasize about this 3 way quite often.

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  8. Fiery
    March 22, 2018

    Michael…I know you read some of my posts…I do have a tendency to allow my sensual side drip droplets of ecstasy into some posts, someone I became….close to last year awoke something in me that had long been dormant. I think I may need to peruse your blog a little more. Did I find you? Did you find me? Anyway… today I am…a little bit in another realm…I just wanted to connect a little with you… it’s not because of this post, just… I’ve been meaning to. So. You seem very sweet yet scarily sensual.
    You can call me M, btw

    😏

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    • Michael
      March 30, 2018

      M, you do release droplets of ecstasy into your posts…and cause the same in others. Have we interacted before this past week? You seem so familiar. It’s like I can hear your voice or maybe it is the cadence of your writing? I like this vision of you being in another realm and then finding yourself here in the Dionysian Experience. This place is like a vessel to another realm for me. Take my hand and stay a while. Let me show you around. It is naughty around here but it is sensual and thoughtful at its core…just as I am. Perhaps you may have even noted the tagline for my blog “Sensual, thoughtful, and very naughty”.☺️🔥

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      • Fiery
        April 6, 2018

        Michael…

        I have been away from here a while…my notification box is full but for the last week I cannot get your words out of my mind…I now have a few.more minutes to write and only want to…need to respond to you.
        We’ll get on to the reason for my absence soon…when we know each other better. Which I feel we will.

        I ache to be in another ralm, Michael. I need it. You and your words take me.there…pull me there…

        I don’t ever feel this …. Connectedness so swiftly and yet with you.. it’s almost intoxicating. Your way, your words.. you know what to say and how to say it to me, as you do with all your lucky readers.
        I don’t even know you. Who are you? Is it you in the avatar? Obviously it’s not me but…if you furiously curl her hair and add a few voluptuous curves.. it’s not far off 😏

        I want…to know you. We haven’t interacted before, no. But I feel that sense too. As though I SHOULD be talking with you..or maybe I can’t STOP talking to you.

        Droplets of ecstasy…yes please, Michael…

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        • Michael
          April 10, 2018

          Maria, you have such a unique and special way for stirring my soul.💞 I feel like we have already entered into another realm…where anything is possible. You have me captivated…wanting to know your dreams…your desires and fantasies. I like how you described yourself…curly hair and voluptuous curves🔥…ravishing, no doubt. As for me, that is me in my gravatar. And, I try to capture an accurate “selfie” representation in my 3D art. I’ll sprinkle in a few real photos now and then too.☺️ Something has brought us together. There is a purpose, I can feel it. Where this journey will take us is unknown, but I can say that I am immensly enjoying you and the journey already 😘 The way you ended this “…yes please, Michael…” has my heart absolutely racing. I can imagine being close and intimate, hearing you whisper those words… So dreamy and powerful 🌌✨

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        • Fiery
          April 14, 2018

          Michael…
          Mmmm, is what always wants to escape my lips when I read your beautiful, sensual words to me.

          Everything you said… it’s as through you are reading my mind…my soul. I feel it. You have me. I’m officially addicted to you. Like a sweet , sweet inhalations that I would softly.blow into your mouth while were taken away on a cloud of desire.
          My fantasies…I have some. And you have invaded them deeply…I long to share them with you..and I will. I have a lot I want to explain to you first…which again, I will…
          It’s as though I told.you what today and you repeated , hotly back to me…yes. there is a purpose. I know it too. I felt it immediately. Where is this going? I don’t know but I can’t make myself get if this ride…😏 And I would…ride it so hard until we’re both shuddering with exquisite pleasure and …my god…I have so.much to share. You’ve woken something in me, gorgeous Michael and I love it. I want it.

          I want you so much

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  9. Fiery
    April 18, 2018

    I read this again then read our comments to each other again…needless to say I am throbbing with need for you…

    But I never commented on the butterflies…I don’t know if you picked up on the beautiful imagery of the butterfly inuse…i love it… actually, remind me to tell you about my fiery butterflies
    🔥🦋💋😌

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  10. Michael
    April 18, 2018

    Maria, I’m afraid I’ve fallen behind. I want to respond to the breathtaking messages you have sprinkled around my writings (and so eager to read your post)…and will. You mention your fiery butterflies and I know this has deep meaning to you…so special to know they are once again fluttering…this has me smiling so big this morning.💞 Your references to you throbbing…how I fantasize about you squeezing, throbbing, and pulsing around me as you ride me…my essence pushed up so deep inside you that you feel me in your soul as you shudder and release…💖🔥

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  11. Fiery
    April 18, 2018

    Are you here…? I have a couple of hours ‘free’ right now…

    It’s okay that you’ve fallen behind…my god, I kind of rampaged your blog today so… it’s understandable! I haven’t taken offence. Waiting for you to read me…to tell me how aroused you are for me…it lifts me and keeps me on the edge of my seat…I salivate waiting to read your words…feel you… I hope you’ll have time to check your emails…although looking at the women you bring to life in your art work… I’m not sure how you’ll respond to me… I’m not blonde and/or Asian, lol. I’m sorry, you didn’t mean to reduce your taste in women to two types but…they are prevalent in your desires…I see that. I guess I’ll find out what you think of me when you see me…

    I’ve imagined riding you.. leaning back so you’re so deep inside me I cry out … But you know what…every time imagine being in top of you…feeling you so very deep inside…how we fit…I always think…no…you’re too far away from me down there…the space between us seems enormous…your lips are too far away…please come up here…and so you sit up..face to face with me…my legs wrapped around you, I whisper yes…like that..

    Your arms all over me, in my hair, sending shivers all over my body..and we blend like two lotus flowers praising each other’s existence by exploding together so hard..

    And that….is my most favourite position…I was going to share it with you soon but here I am…letting you see more of me again.

    You make my illogicality, among other things…run wild.

    Michael…
    😍💋💋💋💋

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